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Been dead for a while

[Jul. 21st, 2006|10:18 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	tired	]
[	Current Music	\|	rain on the rooftops	]

Wow... its been a while since I've been back here, so... where to begin.

1st. Sorry its been a while, but I have been working my hind end off. I worked 34 hours in 3 days at work if that gives you an example. Since then its started slowing down, so thats good. Now I have time to post and make sure people dont think I'm dead. :)

2nd. Got accepted to IUPUI for my BSPMME program and now am just waiting on chase to get his shit in gear and get accepted. Im so excited!!! Yay!!

3rd. Me and Angie split up. A little sudden, but no big. The way I look at it, I got to spend some time with a really cool person and meet some awesome people in the process. Lucky me!!

4th. I learned the fun of livejournal and the addiction inherent in the system.

5th. I am still crafting my response to ben's religion rant. Sorry it has taken me so long but see #1. This is the first time I have checked my email in at least a week and posted, so believe me its been a while. Its a little long so I might cut some material out and leave sources to look some stuff up.

6th. The restaurant is moving forward i found a place between 7 & 8th street with walnut st frontage. I have found an investor who is a close friend of my family & also needs a big fat tax shelter so.... its me!! I wanted to cordially invite you guys(those who can make it anywayws :) ) to eat at the B-Hop come this september/october. I am so excited!!! BTW angie I didnt know if you still wanted to come cook at the B-hop, so just drop me a line, let me know.

7th. Also, I want to hang out with you guys again dammit!!! Someone write me an email and let me know what time is good for them. I would like to go grab a bite or something sometime!

8th. I got my hair cut short because attics are fuggin hot in the summertime! Took a thermometer into a customer's house for shits and grins & it was 125 degrees in the attic. DAMN!! it was a dry heat, like a sauna. So now my hair is short so it doesnt get in my eyes. I look kinda funny with short hair. Lolz.

9th. I have a customer at the counter and its another friday night at avalon, so I must go! laters all!!

-Cam

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FRICK ME THAT WAS LONG!!!

[Jul. 12th, 2006|11:10 am]

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Since everyone else was doing it... Theres some interesting stuff about me in there though :)

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies. (If anyone clicks no theyre blind or a liar... :))	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (thats because im horrible at subterfuge....)
✓ I curse sometimes. (Guilty as charged....)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (from door mat to HERO!!!)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

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Which Reploid am I?	[Jul. 12th, 2006\|10:29 am]
Take the "Which Rockman X character are you" quiz The frickin KILL-Beast reploid!!! -Cam
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Today was teh best day EVAR!!

[Jul. 10th, 2006|11:32 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	ecstatic	]
[	Current Music	\|	Death crows of World of Warcraft Plainstriders	]

So heres whats up in my life for those out of the loop :)

1. Ok guys, so today was my first day in Indianapolis with bluegrass satellite/JBM associates and do I have some good news!! First off, they want me to work in monroe county so yippee!!! Secondly Im now a member of the Local 114 out of indianapolis teamsters union, Yay!! I get paid fabulous amounts of cash, somewhere in the vicinity of $30/hr if I work neither fast nor slow. If I work fast I can earn some more, like about 45-50/hr so yay!!!! Thirdly Ill be fully equipped with benefits including health, dental, vision, life insurance, company vehicle(unless I opt to use my own in which case they still pay me triple for my gas & I can write the miles off as a business expense) and vacation time! I am so HAPPY!!! YAY!!! I have shared that with everyone today because I am taking all of my friends out to outback, so you guys, ben, bruce, jen, john, & angie we will have to go to outback together sometime if the schedules can ever match up and the whole shebang will be on me :)

2. Anyways what else has been going on... oh yes! My restaurant is taking its first form, I am now picking out a location and have identified a VERY likely investor. I have also done all of the projections for it and have taken them to an expert and its looks not only feasible but once were at normal occupancy given the bloomignton nightlife which I have tallied, we will be clearing 13k a month!! YAY!!!

3. Ummm... I cant think of much else.... Oh yeah it looks like I got accepted to IUPUI for my BSPMME so more good news!!! Well let me know when or if you guys want to go all together or even individually :)

Have a great day and I hope you all have been well!!

Laters guys!!

-Cam

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How things have been lately

[Jul. 6th, 2006|02:56 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	basement again...	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Complacent	]
[	Current Music	\|	Computer mouse clicks and chase talking on the phone.. :)	]

Hey everybody! How are you all? good I hope. Its been a few days/ a week since I have really made a post so here I go.

Lets see... first I am starting a new job on monday. I will be a satellite TV technician for DirecTV. I will go to peoples houses and go WTF is wrong with you? Oh your shit's broke... here let me help you with that. Im kinda dissapointed even though I have no right to be ebcause I didnt make out with as much pay for training as I wanted to. She wanted to pay me 10/hour but I argued her up to 15/hour cause Im worth it but I wanted to get 17/hour and It kinda made me not mad, but dissapointed cause I didnt do as well as I thought I could have. I guess when I told mappin that it pissed him off, cause he was like "FUCK YOU!!". But yeah me and angela can now be bitter mortal enemies!!! Satellite is like way better, I have over 800 channels!! WOOT!

SO anyways thats next week, and I'm excited. I also had a meh fourth of july. I got to spend it with my family and It was fun and all but there were somethings kinda out of place. I got to play a shitload of frisbee and watch the fireworks but other than that nothing really that cool.

Then theres work now, where I am a plat/property auditor at the Monroe County Auditor's Office. I get to look at plats ALL FUCKING DAY!! YAY!! But its like 10/hr take home after taxes, and it puts a new insight on paying my property taxes and county taxes cuase Im just re-investing. Now I dont feel SO bad when the property taxes are gouging people, just kinda bad.

Now what else is there... oy yeah I am missing all of you guys!! I want to hang out with you guys sometime. Angie got me thinking with her post about how you guys are all leaving, and so I want to see all of you ---> Ben, Jen, John, Bruce, Jenny... all of my angie friends!!! SO give me a call or write me an email and we can do something together!

Ummm... what else... oh yeah! I am going to be going to IUPUI here in the fall for my BSPMME which is short for Batchelor's of Science in Physics w/ a Master's in Mechanical Engineering. The awesome thing is I will be attending classses with my cousin, and it will be teh awesome!! And another cool ting is that I will graduate with my masters from iupui with just 140 credits bue to the similar courseload of physics and ME. it will be so cool!!! I am excitedxorz!!!

What else... oh yeah I am going to be opening a restuarant here in bloomington hopefully sometime in the fall. I want to be a 24-hr (god knows we need a good one) restaurant that specializes in serving breakfast food someplace downtown. I want to catch all of the students with this place. If you guys have any suggestions or advice I would appreciate anything you guys give me as more than one head is always better!! Especially if you're a hooker! Or in need of good ideas!! or both.. hrmmmm....

Anyways I think thats everything BIG going on in my life right now. I will make secondary & tertiatry posts detailing each individual thing. laters guys Ill ttyl!!

-Cam

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Comabt Cards?

[Jul. 4th, 2006|10:58 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	excited	]
[	Current Music	\|	World of Warcraft Overture	]

This sounds fucking awesome!!!

COMBAT CARDS 2.0

watch dachande12192 fight

CREATE YOUR CARD

-Cam

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You had a bad day...

[Jul. 3rd, 2006|02:13 am]

[	Current Location	\|	In fornt of my pc, where else?	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Depressed	]
[	Current Music	\|	World of Warcraft Overture	]

Ok you guys all know what im talking about when I say you've had a bad day. You wake up tired, nothing goes right, cereal's warm, and the water's cold... well I think I found something kinda worse than that...

It really sucks to have a bad day, but I think it sucks worse when someone you care about has a really bad day and theres nothing you can do about it. No amount of, "I'm here for you" or, "I just wanna see you happy", or "why are you wasting your fucking life on this guy" will ever change it. And tomorrow that day goes into a mental folder to be filed away and forgotten about. But its just horrible to see someone you really care about like that. If you're a caring, nice guy I mean. I just hate to see my loved ones sad or unhappy. It rips you apart.

Then it gets worse. Oh no, not just one person is having a bad day, but TWO people you care about have a bad day. You wanna see me lose my composure... when two people I love and care about feel like shit I just wanna punch depression in the face and tell it to fuck off double time. Nothing makes you feel powerless like seeing the people you care about in pain or being sad and not being able to fix it.

So to all of my loved ones out there who are having a bad day or are unhappy, Im sorry. I know im not responsible, and I know it might sound like im patronizing you, but Im not. Believe me. I just care about you, and If I could take away the anger, or the pain, or the sadness I would take it for you in a heartbeat. I would relish the opportunity to endure it so you dont have to. But I cant. So be happy... the sun will rise tomorrow, I think... You both know who you are and I love you...

-Cam

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Life, Love, & Everything Else

[Jul. 1st, 2006|10:58 am]

[	Current Location	\|	The basement of death!	]
[	Current Mood	\|	scared	]
[	Current Music	\|	Chase playing with an extending baton	]

Ok guys... heres the scoop. Big things that have happened in my life in the last few days. One of my best friends is getting a divorce & one of my Best Friends is getting married, I just got a new job working for directTV as a technician so now me and angie are mortal enemies, My cousin is now living with me and we are continuing to search for a place (if anyone has suggestions plese feel free to send them, we are looking for someplace big & nice, and close to everything, price not so important), and I am kinda scared of the future. Not scared like, OMG the big scary world is out there, but just worried. I havent really been as happy as I am right now in a long time. Nothing makes you scared of change like being completely satisfied. Complacency IS a bad thing. I dont think that I should go through life continually afraid of what might change and what might come, but there is a lurking distrust of fate & fortune creeping around in the back of my noggin.

I feels like there's something about to happen for either the better or the worse and its gonna happen soon. Now I know this all sounds like a load of crap, but you saw the sign on the door/bio so deal with it. My Mom's side of the family has always been kinda wierd. Like semi-psychic wierd. And I never put that much stock into things like psychics and mysticism, ecept for some kinda wierd instances where people on my mom's side of the family has been able to predict thigns happening. Like my mother waking up on 9/11 and instead of doing her normal routine and waking up she felt violently ill because she had a dream about some kinda of wreck or emergency this morning and thought one of us might be in it.

Then there's the time that my mother literally told chase he was gonna have a wreck on the road out to his house soon, and I shit you not, four days later he had a wreck trying not to hit a bunny rabbit. BTW if a rabbit runs out in front of me... fuck a bunny. I jsut have these wierd feelings too, both or better or for worse. And I just feel like something's looming on the horizon, something big. I am kinda scared because I realized something... I dont want anything in my life to change right now. I am sooooo happy right now. I have a girl who is the greatest EVAR!!! OMG I am so happy. I have a new job which i start next week and am very excited about. I have friends who care about me, and I'm just sooooo happy right now. And I sound paranoid as I go back and read what I have written.

So now that I have sounded Like a conspiracy theorist, I'm gonna go. I want to tell you guys that I appreciate you all and you guys are all my friends! Thanks for being so cool!

-Cam

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So do I have some shit to tell you guys

[Jun. 29th, 2006|12:44 am]

[	Current Location	\|	HOME	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Ecs-Fucking-Tatic	]
[	Current Music	\|	My CPU Fan	]

So.... where do I start? Ok first lets start with my morning. I get up at the smelly ass-crack of morning and go to work, no big. I start my new job today. I am a Computer Aided Drafting Plat worker in the Monroe County Auditor's Office. You know... those guys that drill you for your property taxes every year and hand out your personal information like its candy? Thats us. So I get there today and I work with this chick named allie. She is kinda sweet, and kinda not really innocent at all. She flirted with me all day and I told her that I had the most amazing girl in the world so SOR-RY, but anways so work was mind numbing. I got to transfer plats alllllllllllllllllll day. Fuck that was boring.

Then I got to go to work because my best fried/ex-boss had asked me to cover him and I forgot that I started my job today. So I had to call a friend of mine to cover me and then got to close for him so he didnt work a 12 hour day. So my day totalled 12 hours BEFORE I went to TKD/HKD class and got sore. And I have blisters on my feet the size of texas because apparently my feet arent what they used to be when I was on the GSAR team(Ground Search and Rescue Team). So I have had a shitty day. Until, of course, an angel drifted down from cloud nine and went on a walk with me and made the whole long day worth it. O. M. G. I had the BEST time EVAR!!!

And I have a question... what really is on level 7 or 8? and superman really is a fag cause he's like the most boring super character ever. he is KRAFT cheesy. Even his suit is blue... come on. GAY!!!!! So anyways Imma head out because I go to IUPUI tomorrow and then spend time with na angel again. Laters you and thank for all the fish!

-Cam

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[Jun. 28th, 2006|10:08 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	The Store	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Excited with my New Armor	]
[	Current Music	\|	Daft Punk	]

I escaped from the Dungeon of 2nd Ascention!

I killed Bubbabulk the nymph, Telephone Ninja the leprechaun and Photoben the zombie.

I looted the Sceptre of J-pop, the Axe of Fencing, the Armour of Kinky Sex and 59 gold pieces.

Score: 84

Explore the Dungeon of 2nd Ascention and try to beat this score,
or enter your username to generate and explore your own dungeon...

OMG I survived my GF's dungeon with the armor of kinky sex!!! Is there a better way to win???

-Cam

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Ever wonder....

[Jun. 27th, 2006|01:40 am]

[	Current Location	\|	the ol baseroo	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Nervous & Happy Simultaneously	]
[	Current Music	\|	The rythmic breathing of sleeping people	]

So here I sit again, before the all mighty intertron as the girl of my dreams would tell me, ready to spill all to the world and everyone else. So here it is... Im gonna tell all of you the most important thing going on in my life.

It all starts with a fine april day. It was the 21st of april... a friday. It was just another day at the store. And this gorgeous thing about 5' 6" with a combination of brown & purple hair looking like she just walked into an all expenses paid trip to Wierdville, Indiana. Now this girl caught my eye immediately and since I had spoken with her a few times before, I felt that she was pretty cool and I wanted to try and get to know more about her. So I talked to her for a while told her a crapload of chuck norris jokes... yes chuck norris jokes thats right. And she seemed nice and classy so I asked her a few questions like what are you doing this weekend, and are you seeing anybody. And I got her roped into going to my friends reception with me. Well it was a mean dirty trick and she had a good time and so accepted my second offer for fun and food.

After a few dates I found out she was a 2nd degree black belt or 2nd dan for the educated, and I realized that I had tricked a dangerous girl into going out with me and If I didnt want pulverized I would have to walk the straight and narrow. But now over two months later, I have walked such a straight and narrow line that me and her are still together and still happy[Or at least I hope... :) ], but I feel wrong to approach her on a sexual level. She's so awesome and im so scared of running her off, that I feel like I cant approach her about it. I know its something so mundane to be worried about, but I feel so attracted to her. I have the girl of my dreams in my fingertips, who treats me right & makes me feel important, and I cant even so much as manange to kiss her... pathetic. :(

This problem has been plaguing me for a few weeks now. Every time I got to talk to her about how serious we are, or everytime I go to give her a kiss, I freeze up like a n00b at a CS tournament. I feel like I just got worked over in a starcraft match on fastest map possible with the zerg. I'm a hobbit who got caught in the potato garden and cant seem to run faster than those longer legged folk. I cant think and I freeze up and its hard to breathe or even reason. And then the moment passes & the opportunity fades... everythings normal again. This is so odd for me because im usually in great control of my emotions.

I want to tell her. I want to talk to her about it. I want to tell her how much she means to me. I want to tell her that I wake up in the morning thinking about her and go to bed thanking god for putting her in my life. But for some reason I just cant ever seem to get the backbone to do it. I just stare longingly at those OMG beautiful eyes and just think about how lucky I am and how much I DONT WANT TO MUCK THIS UP, SO DONT DO ANYTHING RASH YOU FOOLISH MORTAL!!!!!!!! I dont know maybe im just messed in the head but I have never had so much trouble approaching someone I am so close too with my feelings.

So the Moral of the story/thought for the day is this: Think of what you would do and what you would say if you had no restraint and to whom you would say it to. Think about doing all of those things that you are afraid to do, or say, or feel... Pick one of those things and do it, because tomorrow's not a guarantee. I know I will...

-Cam

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Holy Shit

[Jun. 26th, 2006|11:33 am]

Im curling... you gotta be fuggin kidding me... but I'll win a gold medal bitches!!!!!

You Are Curling

What you lack in athleticism, you make up for in concentration.

And while curling isn't much more of a sport than bowling, you *can* win a gold medal for it!

What Winter Sport Are You?

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Shtuff

[Jun. 25th, 2006|02:48 am]

[	Current Location	\|	In my basement	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Angry & kinda irriatated	]
[	Current Music	\|	sounds of chase's suitcase zipper zipping	]

Ok Gang!!! Ready... Go!!! Live journal entry #2. So what happened today? Well lets see at zero dark early this morning I made my first post, then hopped into bed which I had to share with my cousin, which sounds wierd enough in and of its own accord but you must understand a thing or two about this bed 1st. 1st off, its a queen size so its really to damn big for one person, even a fat, happy hobbit like myselfso its not like we had to fit on it first off. Secondly its like the Uber Death Mattressxorz of chripracticy goodness and spinal nervana. My grandparents used to live here and they bought this 1200$ mattress and didnt take it with them, the fools, when they left, so its mine now and i love it!!!! I have people sit down on this bed and tell me they dont want to get up off of it. Now heres the real pissser, people will be supposed to be over to like go eat with me or something and ask if they ca take a nap. Im like Hellz no you cant take a nap thats my cornbread get off hobo!

So yeah first I get to share it with my cousin who talks in his sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night to a foot in the small of my back as he kicks me and says "chop a baby..." and I roll over and go "WTF did you say?" and he says "choppa style, choppa style, chop chop chop..." all while residing in the land of Winken, Blinken, and Nod. SO I am thoroughly disturbed at this. But anyways.

So thats early this morning. Then i get up at 1PM cause my friend is getting married today. So I hop in the shower and put on the monkey suit ofa tux he gets me and go to his wedding and practically die in the heat & humidity. Then I go to the reception which is "meh" as far as fun goes except for one important fact... there is a buffet! BTW Great meatballs chris, they tasted nummy! So then I go to see chase, and we wind up at the store and suprise of surprises my angel is there hanging out waiting to go spend time with her friends. So we hang out and I have to eventually go back to pick up my cousin, whom I find is gone! Now imagine this if you will... you are watching ghostbusters, the original, not that worthless crap of a sequel! And you are spending time with the most wonderful girl on earth, and giving her a massage and chilling watching the fabulous Bill Murray in his prime and you kleave to go pick up your cousin and he NOT THERE!!!! OMFG HATEXORZ INCARNATE!!!!!! I was so angry i just wanted to knit some sweaters, and by knit I mean kick and by sweaters I mean ethiopian children! I was so angry.

Then now Im here. wow That was kinda long and involved. So anyways.... yeah.... oh I know what to do, Ill give you guys my thought for the day. If you find someone so awesome, so much fun, so... good for you as a person, let them know it. They might not know how you feel...

-Cameron

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El Numero Uno

[Jun. 24th, 2006|05:12 am]

[	Current Location	\|	B-Town	]
[	Current Mood	\|	Yay!	]

So guys here it is, the big one, the first, the only, original post in LJ!!!! So what should we do first? I guess I should describe myself. Ummm... thats kinda funny... I look like frickin hobbit. You know one of those hobbity types from lord of the rings? I have short, stubby, furry feet. And I stand a mediocre 5'10 w/o shoes, but I have a nice stocky build so I look like you could roll me down a hill sideways. I have dishwater brown hair as my mother would say, although to be honest, her opinion is usually a little skewed as I come by my insanity honestly. My children will never suffer from mental illness... they will just be carriers.

Also I apologize in advance as I do not think as fast as I type and I am Lysdexic; There are two examples of this in this sentence. So be prepared for the worst typing you have ever seen and dont read what I type, read what I mean. Just pretend like you double barreled a line of coke a yard long off a hookers ass and you'll probably be in the right neighborhood of what I meant. Just kidding, I've never done drugs in my life, but am a fan-tastic social drunk! But the saying has such feng shui though dont you think? Double Barreled.... Heh. At'll du don-key, at'll du...
--Scottish Accent ^^^^^^^^^^ Linguistic adventure anyone?

So anyways what was I babbling about? Oh yes how I look. I have a nice irish moonface, and rosy red cheeks. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE the color orange and am probably wearing it whenever you read this or any other post as it is my favorite color and I have about 4 full loads of orange clothes when its laundry time. I try to wear it every day of the week. SO yeah thats kinda me in a nut shell. Oh I also have squinty eyes that are set too far apart but are the most yuck shade of bluish-grey. Now my girlfriend on the other hand has the most beautiful eyes in the whole world and I am quite jealous, but I think they most definately look better on her than they would on me & besides this way I get to get lost in them every time I look at her.

Wow that was kinda dorky.

So... whats next to describe in my life? I could talk about my girl but she's important enough to get a whole entry to herself as she is the most awesome girl ever!!! Men, weep and be sad as you will have to fight for the second best girl on earth, because I have found and taken the first, MWAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAAAAA HAHAHA HAAA HAHA, *cough *cough HAAaaa :)
I think she'll be the topic of the next piece since she's the biggest thing going on in my life next

So... Hrmmm... whats next? Lets talk about.... Aww hell, Ill just do it tomorrow!! Laters everyone!!!

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